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today feels like a warm october day. i love it. i'm so anxious to tell tom how i feel but will it be well received? i just want to have this chaotic burst where i just tell him everything. i just want to lock him up and make him listen to me with no outside distractions. There are just so many.
It was really foggy this morning and when i was driving to work i wish i was driving into the future, like 10 years from now. i just wish i knew it all. although i hate predictability to some degree, i just want to know if all this loving i'm doing is a huge waste of my time.
ive been going through so many memoirs of my past and thats what katie and i are going to do when i get there. i'm excited to do this. No one gives a shit about the past and it is nice to know someone does.
It was really foggy this morning and when i was driving to work i wish i was driving into the future, like 10 years from now. i just wish i knew it all. although i hate predictability to some degree, i just want to know if all this loving i'm doing is a huge waste of my time.
ive been going through so many memoirs of my past and thats what katie and i are going to do when i get there. i'm excited to do this. No one gives a shit about the past and it is nice to know someone does.