Here Thinking
Well i dont know what really what to say.. i mean i hate being alone because when im alone i think and thinking makes me sad... you know? Like when your alone you think of what you could of done different... and i mean i wish things could of been different with Rj..i mean no on wil know whats gonna happen later on in life.. i mean i miss him so much and i love him... i mean i thought i was over him but i must not be cause im always thinking and dreaming of him.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... but i mean i am holding out hope.. but sometimes i wonder am i really wasting my time? all well.. you can never get over your first love.. gotta go michael wants me to hold him