Jun 10, 2005 19:59
shelly was going to come down today but she didn't. dave's playing poker at brandons. ive been hanging out with my mom, but damn it, i want to go out and do something tonight! i need a social life.
maybe i'll just take my happy fat ass to the movies. see mr & mrs smith. oh wait, i have napolean dynamite at home, i've been meaning to watch that.
so i've talked to two people about roommate situations. both are down by the beach. one guy ive talked to back and forth a few times. he has seen my yahoo and myspace profiles. he seems like a cool guy. the other person seems nice too, but we haven't talked much. i dunno. i still would prefer a little studio on my own. there was one that is available a month from today in PB and they were showing it around 10:20, but i was working so i couldn't go see it. i guess i'll keep looking.
this whole situation is painful. we've said some harsh words to each other (more him towards me, but im trying to not talk shit like that, since i dont want people veing like "he's an asshole." we've both hurt each other here, and now i just hope we do the right thing and end up where we are supposed to be eventually.