Natasha...

Jul 25, 2005 00:56

Hey ya'll. Today was... weird, to say the least.

I opened up to Megan about Natasha. It's really weird, I usually never talk about Natasha. I think I've only told one person (now two) about her, and that's Cameron. It's probably been 6 years since I last saw her, yet I wonder how she's doing every day. It's weird. The only thing I remember from my early childhood in Wisconsin, is that day when our parents took us to that dinosaur place and Natasha and I got two of these things full of plastic dinosaurs and we played with them the rest of the day. I haven't seen her in so long, yet I care about her so much. Especially with what she's going through now.

Megan told me I should call her. It would be the best to call her up and hear her voice again. To just hear her say "Jacob! It's been too long!" But I doubt she remembers me. Even if I thought she would, I don't even know how to get a hold of her.

It's weird cuz I'm really sad. I don't know why though. I've dealt with this for about 10 years now. I'm sad, but I'm happy I told someone else what happened. I feel a lil better, I guess.
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