i'm like a bullet through a flock of doves
erm... I haven't updated in a LOOOONG time, so i think i'll do that now!
well. let's just start from the last time I updated... Cj and I broke up, I'd give the world to go back out with him though...shhh don't tell him, super duper secret!!! i went to Sadies with Kyle and that caused more drama than i'd ever thought possible, people who i didn't even know where bitching at me left and right. and after the break up i lost nearly all contact with some of the best friends i had ever made, but i can't tlak to people who are always around him. they know who they are and i hope that they'll forgive me? it was really stupid of me to just go away for good like that.... so anyways... then I tried to get back on the dating scene, that just wasn't going to happen. i used to lead people on... but i've sworn to never do that again, and it seems to be going well. then West Side Story auditions started about three weeks later, and there was MORE drama. and i had almost no one to turn to when it got to be the worst. Jesse was there for me, but i don't know... i just see him like that. so i was spending everyday alone, everynight alone, all alone... poor poor poor me, eh? not really... so then i went to NY for a nice trip. I got to see Chicago and SPAMalot, that made me feel so much better! i got to talk to Kati a lot and Jackie a bit too<3 so i didn't get it. good thing too! i don't think i could have been able to deal with some pretty petty people bitching at me for getting in and then they stop talking to me because I got in... but that didn't happen. it did however happen to Jacqueline... =( Then i died my hair, no worries and all cuz i didn't have to keep it that disgusting brown!!! so then i come to find i've got to dye it back for this stupid wedding thingy, for a women who i'm related to but don't know =/ ? now i don't get to see any preformances of West Side Story because of this stupid wedding... and since then nothing's been going with me. OH! ALL ONES AT BAND FESTIVAL!!! YAY FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, on a more recent note. I've been going to help out with Kilmer's rendition of Oliver afterschool for a bit. and tomorrow i'm going to help them with stage makeup and a little bit a stage workings... so that's gonna be chilll