damn, I hate my past
So, just at the very moment when my sanity and security were in coersion, then evil moments of my past come back to haunt me...I hate myself sometimes for being the jealous girlfriend, but everytime I think about my endangering past, all the same feelings and emotions and rage filled angsts come back to me and suffocate me. I wish I was a different person, but I'm not at all and I will never be able to hack some of this....I wish I could move far, far away and never return. Ever.