eyes closed

[fuzzyapricots]

i can wander aimlessly

i can walk for damned hours.

i can wander by your house, stand in the glow of the light from your living room.
i can wish i was standing in the glow of your heart?
but how covered in sweet syrupy sugar would that be
so sweet it'd give me cavities.

black holes rotting away at the core.

what do you think of when you see me,
peering into your window like the voyeur i am?

what,
you don't fall in love in an instant?

what,
you're squinting your eyes trying to figure me out?

what,
you're-
shit, don't call the cops!!
okay, i'm leaving.
i'm leaving.

i'm gone.
-bum