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hey friends....havent really commented latley been busy....today i was supposed to see eric but of course he left w/o comin to see me...but w/e im tired of always lookin for him and he not lookin for me....i love him to death but he makes no effort whatsoever to come find me.....i can understand if he is busy but all he was doin was going everywhere...and he couldnt come see his gurl? w/e tho....let him keep avoiding me...and that is what i think he is doin cuz he doesnt make an effort to come see me...im sposed to be his fuckin fiance but he dont wanna come see me? idk man i really dk...i wanna see him but i dont want to keep lookin for him all the time and make it seem im like desperate or something...and then ash got mad at me for some reason...i think it is becuz i got on the comp...she let me get on but she got mad idk about that either....i mean if she didnt want me on she couldve said no...i dont like her mad at me cuz it hurts our friendship but its kinda hard to avoid it tho...well idk...all i kno is i dont think i did anything wrong and that i wanna see eric...im like so bummed cuz i couldnt see him today...hopefully ill see him tomorrow...well i talk more later....
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