this is not meant to hurt anyones feelings if so tell me and i shall explain!!!!

Jan 06, 2005 22:47

Leah
You will never know how much I envied you. You will never know how much our friendship meant to me. You will never know how much I was hurt when you stopped calling me.. I thought I wasent good enough. You will never know how hard it was for me to try to be your friend again. You will never know how hard it was for me to see you ignore me and not talk to me when we used to be so close. You will never know how much I just wanted to be your friend, someone you thought of someone you invited over…. You will never know how hard it was for me to get the nerve up to say hi because I had been rejected once before… you will never know….

Kyle
You will never know how much I loved you. You will never know how many times your name came into my head.. you will never know why I cared… you will never know how many times I wrote your name with mine.. you will never know what you meant to me.. you will never know how much I looked up to you.. you will never know how great a person I am … you will never know what I thought the first time I saw you … you will never know how your words have helped me… you will never know…

Cory
You will never get to know me… you will never see how special I am… you will never see me the way I see you… you will never know how much I admired you… you will never know how much I cared… you will never know whats in my head… you will never know how hard it is for me to even say hello… you will never know how hard I tried , day in and day out, to get your attention and it never seemed to work…. You will never know how much I hurt… you will never know how much a simple hello means to me when it comes from you… you will never know…..

Kelly
You will never know how much I looked up to you… you will never know how much I wanted to be as cool as you… you will never know how much I meant to me when you invited me over…. You will never know how much I was hurt when you dated kyle… you will never know how much I trusted you… you will never know how much our friendship meant to me… you will never know that I was happy day by day because you helped me through the rough parts… you will never know…

Squeak
You will never know how cool you were… you will never know how much I looked up to you too… you will never know how much I cared about your thoughts… you will never know how much I admired your playing…. You will never know why I cared… you never took a chance to get to know me past Amber Nail… you will just never ever know…

All of you, its amazing how much time I have spent wondering what it would have been like if I were more myself.. you all mean so much to me and if I ever say anything to hurt you im sorry I don’t mean it I know you may not feel the same way about me I hope there is some inkling of liking in there but I love you all and I wouldn’t be me with out all of you thank you and if I left some ppl out its not cuz you haven’t impacted my life its just right now these are the people I was thinking of more will come later I promise
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