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"i hate you fuckers im never talking to any of you again."
*gets quiet*
"bye everyone nice meeting you.."
"OMG I THOUGHT SHE WAS SERIOUSSS" lol.
So today I feel like I lost one of my bestfriends. But can someone be your bestfriend, when they lie about every single thing? After all I've been through, this BOY got me to fall for him, with easy words, That i should have known from experience, And dropped me hard on the ground, Who knows, Maybe he thought I'd never find out.. But somehow I knew it all along, because every single relationship, Ive had, even non romantic ones, turns out like this.. And call me a pro, if you will. &I finally got myself to trust people, I finally thought I found a nice guy. Would you call trust, when he has really bad lies, but you believe them anyways, ignoring the common sence along with it?yeah, and it made me make a big fool of myself. But the truth is, I fell for who i thought he was, and who I thought he was, and who he really is, Are two way different people. And I only associate a face a long with it, that kept me hanging on. And i dont ever want to hang onto something that needs me to be hanging onto it.. It gets stressful, and agravating, to hold on to a rope when you're just struggling there to keep on. And the fact of the matter is, I'm forever changed, Im sick to my stomach, Im hurt beyond all belief, and i never thought a Human being could do something so horrible.. I never thought HE could do something so horrible. Better sooner then later.
*gets quiet*
"bye everyone nice meeting you.."
"OMG I THOUGHT SHE WAS SERIOUSSS" lol.
So today I feel like I lost one of my bestfriends. But can someone be your bestfriend, when they lie about every single thing? After all I've been through, this BOY got me to fall for him, with easy words, That i should have known from experience, And dropped me hard on the ground, Who knows, Maybe he thought I'd never find out.. But somehow I knew it all along, because every single relationship, Ive had, even non romantic ones, turns out like this.. And call me a pro, if you will. &I finally got myself to trust people, I finally thought I found a nice guy. Would you call trust, when he has really bad lies, but you believe them anyways, ignoring the common sence along with it?yeah, and it made me make a big fool of myself. But the truth is, I fell for who i thought he was, and who I thought he was, and who he really is, Are two way different people. And I only associate a face a long with it, that kept me hanging on. And i dont ever want to hang onto something that needs me to be hanging onto it.. It gets stressful, and agravating, to hold on to a rope when you're just struggling there to keep on. And the fact of the matter is, I'm forever changed, Im sick to my stomach, Im hurt beyond all belief, and i never thought a Human being could do something so horrible.. I never thought HE could do something so horrible. Better sooner then later.