Jun 30, 2005 14:29
Well im at my god-moms house rite now...its actually not as bad as i thought it was gonna be. She didn't yell at me or anything about all the shit thats happened, which is pretty cool. We talked about it in the car n stuff...OH YEAH!! and i found out that she had an abortion when she was in high school!!! That was super shocking...i think thats why she didn't get like really mad about the sex... I guess ive got like this sort of respect for her now...Not saying that i would get an abortion, but its just kinda of the fact that shes sum-wat a 'perfectionist' and she had sex in high school! I'm not completly surprised tho cuz shes a (former) hippi and she had her first kid when she was 19... But anyway the point is Im feeling more like i used to...I have no secrets...nothing to hide or fear...it feels good. But i do wish that i had more freedom...I feel like im on house arrest. I wish i could see people more... but i havto be pacient.
* H A P P Y ~ B E R F D A Y ~ T A W A !!!!! *