Aug 17, 2005 05:30
ITS ALL JUST TOO DAMN AMUSING TO ME.. LOL.. IT REALLY IS..
so last nite was interesting to say the least.. i finally had words w/ dan and everything was settled.. for about 15 minutes.. but dan i still havent lost respect for you.. so regardless of how things turn out, the respect is always there.. and though it may hav been sarcastic wen u said it to me, but if this really is the end for us, then i genuinely hope that u hav a good life.. we hav a lot of memories to look back on and smile.. and thats wut ill remember most..
im glad that todd and i hav straightened things out and come to an understanding.. it means a lot that we're leaving on a good note.. me and todd hav been best frends since 6th.. so leaving w/o talking was not an option.. and im glad me and tim are cool too.. he's one hell of a guy.. never a dull moment with him.. it meant a lot that u guys came back to my house last nite to tell me how u felt.. im happy how things worked out..
and now the best part of yesterday all together!!! sarah came from ohio and surprised me.. for those that questioned things, I HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS COMING.. a fone call was made as requested to verify that.. not necessary but i followed wut was asked.. anywho.. it was simply amazing having her here with me.. her and kev had been planning it out for a week.. that bastard.. i love him.. lol.. he calls me up from sarah's fone and i answer and was like "umm kev, y r u callin from sarah's fone..?" lol.. so he tells me to come outside and find out.. so i walked outside and saw 3 people walkin up the sidewalk near my driveway.. wen i got to the driveway, sarah ran and jumped into my arms.. wut made it even more amazing was that it was raining outside and i just stood outside for easily 10 minutes just twirling her in my arms.. it was more amazing than i culd hav imagined.. i was too caught up in the moment to realize that kev and kristin wer standing in the rain too.. lol.. sorry about that bud.. so the nite seemed to fly by.. i had to take her to a wawa so the 4 of us piled into her mini-van and set out.. she liked it.. no wawa's in ohio.. i feel bad for them.. oh well.. we came back and put on a movie.. gothika.. i started to fall asleep b/c ive seen the movie a million times.. so me and sarah went outside to hav a cig.. my girl smokes marlboro lights.. im proud.. lol.. we stayed outside for hours but it only seemed like minutes.. rar.. we went back inside and turned on watched another movie.. then we eventually fell asleep.. this morning we just got up and kinda sat around.. went outside for another cig.. and just talked.. this girl is simply irresistible.. everything about her is amazing.. so we went up and slept in my room after we talked.. we let kev and kristin do their thing in the basement.. we got the munchies and she's a chinese food fan, which is fuckin awesome, so we went to the peking.. it was nice.. then we came back and she talked to my mom for like 20 min. while i was in the other room.. they got along really well.. i didnt even hav to introduce them.. they just started talking before i even walked in the room.. but then sadly sarah had to leave.. she's makin the trek home back to ohio rite now.. i hope she gets there ok.. but just for those doubters out there and those people who hav to hav their noses in other people's shit - people dont drive halfway across the country to see somebody for the hell of it.. there has to be a good fuckin reason.. for those of u she has met, she likes u all.. lol.. so thats good..
"the day before you" - rascal flatts..
our song..
<3 sarah..
love u baby..