May 30, 2005 21:12
i cannot describe memorial day weekend with any single word or phrase other than this.. "THE BEST FUCKING TIME OF MY LIFE WITH THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND WE DID SO MUCH "BONDING" THAT IT WASNT EVEN FUNNY.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS AND I WOULD DO EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN IN A SECOND.. THIS WAS DEFINITELY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR!!"
thats about it..
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Help me (help me)
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong
Help me (help me)
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
Help me figure out
Why I'm stuck in the middle
Tryin to understand
Why I can't
Why does such a riddle
Get my eyes crossed
Thinkin so hard
And I know I'm missin the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just wrackin my brain
Payin attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
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u ever just sit and look at the stars?? i kno it sounds gay and not very entertaining but in the realm of things, its one of the most relaxing things u can do.. last nite, i stood outside the cozy crest down in wildwood w/ some of my best frends just shootin the shit and lookin at the stars and fireworks and wutnot.. and the whole time i was thinkin about how close we are to leaving one another.. u kno, i ask certain people if they hav ever looked at the stars for different reasons.. ive found that i realize a lot of things wen i look at the stars.. the good coincides w/ the bad of course, but at least things become much more clear to me.. recently, one thing in particular has become seemingly obvious to me.. its all good.. life is wut it is.. im just goin w/ the flow from now on..