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so i'm back in chicago now. i did nothing but cry the last two days. monday sucked because i had duty. my section leader put me on a watch from midnight to 2a (actually 11.45 to 1.45) and i ended up having to stand watch until about 3a with only 45 minutes of sleep before the watch and only an hour and 15 minutes after watch. we have to wake up at 4.30 now because the new captain is an asshole. anyway.
i miss my family like you people wouldn't believe. i played music to try and distract my mind while i sat at my desk unpacking, crying, and all these damned love songs kept playing on my ipod (i had no playlist playing, they all just pleasantly came up one after the other with the ipod on shuffle)...making me cry more. i miss ree.
today wasn't so bad. we had a stupid personel inspection before indoc class. ugh. the hanger bay is so cold! i hate it. i got a perfect on my inspection, per usual. =D indoc was horribly slow. hm. i've got three more days of it, too. then...i start my lovely night classes! what a joy. >=| not pleased. i don't get enough sleep as it is. ugh. oh well.
i was looking at it, and the next time i'll be home is the beginning of august. so i'm gonna try and have people fly out to see me for a weekend when i don't have any duty. *nods*
chicago is cold, and it's actually starting to snow as i speak, and it's supposed to snow for the next three days, and i want to be in pennsylvania, driving my car, picking up my baby, and going out doing whatever we want until the morning.
just thinking about the time i had with her and how now i won't have those kind of moments in my life again for another 7 months is making me choke up. ugh. stupid military life.
oh, and massachussetts is apparently legalizing gay marriage, along with jersey. maybe the military will be next. HA. good one, lor.
(x-posted to other journal)
i miss my family like you people wouldn't believe. i played music to try and distract my mind while i sat at my desk unpacking, crying, and all these damned love songs kept playing on my ipod (i had no playlist playing, they all just pleasantly came up one after the other with the ipod on shuffle)...making me cry more. i miss ree.
today wasn't so bad. we had a stupid personel inspection before indoc class. ugh. the hanger bay is so cold! i hate it. i got a perfect on my inspection, per usual. =D indoc was horribly slow. hm. i've got three more days of it, too. then...i start my lovely night classes! what a joy. >=| not pleased. i don't get enough sleep as it is. ugh. oh well.
i was looking at it, and the next time i'll be home is the beginning of august. so i'm gonna try and have people fly out to see me for a weekend when i don't have any duty. *nods*
chicago is cold, and it's actually starting to snow as i speak, and it's supposed to snow for the next three days, and i want to be in pennsylvania, driving my car, picking up my baby, and going out doing whatever we want until the morning.
just thinking about the time i had with her and how now i won't have those kind of moments in my life again for another 7 months is making me choke up. ugh. stupid military life.
oh, and massachussetts is apparently legalizing gay marriage, along with jersey. maybe the military will be next. HA. good one, lor.
(x-posted to other journal)