Mars
They say human are pretty good at adapting, but I wonder how adaptive I really am. Living mostly inside my head, talking with myself, only deal with people when necessary and expected, doing things expected from the different roles I play in life, avoid social gathering, avoid meeting new people if possible, avoid going out with "friends." I block many things I don't like and/or afraid of and live with my thoughts most of the time. I'm not evolving or adapting; I think people would call that running away. But what is so bad about running away? People don't really know me, they all think I'm nice and friendly. I really want them to know the real me, but at the same time afraid. But since I'm running away from lots of things, it doesn't really make a difference if I add one or two more to the list-of-things-I'm-running-away-from.