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well i just wanted to let you kno that i love you so much.. n im so sryy for ever hurting you.. u dont kno how many times throught the day that i jus want to pick up my phone n call you but i cant. bc i kno when i do ur gnna be acting wierd and act like if you dont want to tlk to me.. n then im gnna be even more mad.. all i wanted to say is that i care about you so much!! the times u have said u were gnna move or.. remember that time andres told me n u were on the phone that u did drugs.. how much i cried.. bc i was like OMG shes killing herlsef.. lol.. or also the time when u called me n u said like oh im only coming to pick up my stuff..n i was like wow.. i feel like a knife is goin through my backk.. i thought i was gnna die.. to get to the point.. i love u sooooo much.. its funny.. we never saw each other in 10th grade ever.. but even though we would clal eachother.. all the time.. to get the update n shit.. about cameron or tim.. n u didnt even kno what they looked like.. lol.. well i jus want to let you kno that im so sorry about everything.. n thnk you for trying to be the better person .. n i kno at tiems i can be a bitch to you.. but its that i kno that u will be my best friend regardless at wat happens.. so i jus scream and take shit out on u.. n i kno that its mean and sick of me.. bc u are a person.. n even though you are my best friends it will hurt you.. i just cant seem the thought of losing you.. its fustrating.. that its been like only a couple days n i miss u so much.. i ramble on and on about you bc we have so many memories.. EVERYWHERE!!.. that i jus tell ppl ohh i did this here with u or yahh.. i went up the ramp almost to the airport.. but then i went on the curb .. bc i couldnt back up.. bc there was a car behing me.. so we had to drive off the ramp.. n back ontot dadeland.. lol.. or.. when steph goes why do u keep saying ye a a a a.. n shit like that.. its jus so wierd.. i cant be happy unless im with you.. u carry always with you that happiness.. n that great vibe.. we both do.. ppl always tell me.. jenisse ur always happy.. n im pretty sure that milliosn of ppl have asked you.. gabby have you ever been mad.. so i think thats what brings us together so much.. im so sorry i dont kno whati would ever do withouth you... the thought of being without my other half.. i think if this dosent happen we dont become friends reall quick im gnna go crzy.. i never even cried at my grandfathers wedding.. but it sucs bc at this moment i feel like crying n just wishin i oculd go back intime to erase the bad that ive done.. and u kno that the only person that im ever jealous of in the whole world not jeven javier is you.. i dnt get jealous with javi n all his grls.. but you.. u tlk about another one of your friends.. n i want to choke themm.. w.e ive written so much and so many things are going threough my jhead.. that im not even typing anymore.. im jus so built up with emotions.. ahh.. wlel shana is getting mad.. i love you so much!! please forgive me!!!