going back/feeling lost

Apr 17, 2007 13:38

its been a long while. my mother got married this past weekend and that seems the only thing on my mind besides being unemployed, single, and friendless in this town. i have the opportunity to go to atlanta and live at my godmother's studio. i really dont know what to do, really. living with my sister is sucky and i really cant see myself having a fulfilled life being so close...to THEM.

i spoke with this woman i made out with in china today online. thats seems noteworthy for some reason. all of a sudden i got this jolt of all of the good times i had in china, especially with her. now my brain seems to want to go back, see how lost i am? only for a girl would i want to go back to a country so foreign to me.

i just want to say that my brother is the coolest, most sincere, brilliant guy i have ever known. we had such a blast at my mother's wedding. drinking, smoking, and ending up at waffle house flirting with some girl he found hot at 4:00 in the morning. well, two girls. one was frigid-hot and the other was miserable-hot.

until next time-
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