k i suck

May 06, 2004 22:45

i feel so stupid.

kay, so my boyfriend & i well he's always been VERY affectionate and always showing affection whether we be @ school or at home OR anywhere. We recently a while back had sex. And cant stop lmao. not really but yea.But thats not my point. We'll do it & then He never shows affection. Wtf? It use to annoy me but now I miss it =\

We dont talk on the phone anymore either. wtf. it use to be that he wouldnt go to sleep til he talked to me & would call like 3 times if i didnt answer. now he doesnt call at all.

tonight we did the deed, & we watched the Fast & the Furious then I took him home. When he was getting out to leave he gave me a peck. A PECK. And was like later. WTFD?F?EW?FW?SFE? W?F kay no. You never use to do that. So whatever. I drove off all mad. Kay like 2 hours goes by so I call him & hes like sup & we are talking & i say something about going swimming on saturday like just us two. And hes like ok. Then 5 mins later hes all let me call you back im gonna call edward and see if he wants to go with his gf to go swimming. I was like ok bye. He said bye. He use to not get off the phone till I said I love you. Well thats different now. So yea. another hour goes by & no call back so I call him. "Did you get a hold of Edward?", I say. "No he didnt answer." < he said. "Kay how come you never called me back," i ask. "Oh sara wanted the phone". OKAAAAAAAAAY. You never let her use the phone. Im not talking cuz im half pissed cuz I dont know why & err. So hes like why arent you talking and Im lie I dunno Ill let you go And hes all ok. He says I love you and i say 2 and hes all bye. And I make a grunting noise or whatever, and hes like what and im like nothing and hang up.

he never called back. >_<

kay am i being stupid or should i be acting like this?

i feel like crap. Im gonna break clean something
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