Life really does suck
I know I know......I'm the worlds worst updater. I've actually pretty much been sick for the past 7 weeks. First I got bronchitis for 3 weeks. Oh boy was that a joy to have. I was coughing until tears came out of my eyes and my head killed. Then on November 1st I ended up getting my period and it didnt end for a month. I dont know what the hell is going on but thats shit isnt normal. And now that its over the bronchitis or whatever the fuck this is decided to bless me with its appearance. On Tuesday I have to go and get an ultrasound along with blood tests to make sure everything is okay and there arent tumors or anything. Then on Dec 29 I have a gyno appointment and Ive already been told they'll put me on something because Ive been out of whack since July. I'm hoping everything is okay. I had Miss Brenda pray for me at work on Friday because I'm so worried. Ive been told by a few people that I probably just need a d & c. They make it sound so easy and painless but it cant be if they have to put you to sleep. I already told my mom that if I get a male tech for the ultrasound I'm walking out. I don;t feel confortable having a guy I dont know and I dont trust touching any area of me including down there. I'm hoping I'm just making a big thing out of nothing.
Now onto xmas stuff. I think I'm almost finished shopping. I got my sister really cute jeand with slits up the sides and gems on them, baby phat perfume, and a baby phat winter coat; I got my brother a Sean John velour hoodie/pant set and 3 Sean John long sleeved shirts;I got my mom a necklace charm and pjs; I got my aunt 2 nightgowns and I'm still working on the rest; I bought Chico man a coach collar, rawhide gift box, rawhide candycanes and a sweater; and so far I've gotten Angel (my polywhatever) a southpole sweater. I still have to finish gifts for my mom, my aunt, angel, and the 2 salvation army kids I adopted. By Dec 25 I will be broke.
Every 3 months we get this thing called a gainshare check which is like a bonus and this month it wwas 1,600. I only saw 1,100 though thanx to taxes. Fucking bitches. I bought myself a nice dell that came with a flat screen, dvd/cd burner, and a dvd player. After buying that plus some xmas gifts I only have like 200 left. Money really bites. I cant wait until I can go back to buying gifts for myself. Theres so much from mac and sephora that I want. I've fallen in love with eyeshadows. Everyday I get another compliment for mine. I always thought I was horrible at blending but I guess Im just too hard on myself.
Now onto xmas stuff. I think I'm almost finished shopping. I got my sister really cute jeand with slits up the sides and gems on them, baby phat perfume, and a baby phat winter coat; I got my brother a Sean John velour hoodie/pant set and 3 Sean John long sleeved shirts;I got my mom a necklace charm and pjs; I got my aunt 2 nightgowns and I'm still working on the rest; I bought Chico man a coach collar, rawhide gift box, rawhide candycanes and a sweater; and so far I've gotten Angel (my polywhatever) a southpole sweater. I still have to finish gifts for my mom, my aunt, angel, and the 2 salvation army kids I adopted. By Dec 25 I will be broke.
Every 3 months we get this thing called a gainshare check which is like a bonus and this month it wwas 1,600. I only saw 1,100 though thanx to taxes. Fucking bitches. I bought myself a nice dell that came with a flat screen, dvd/cd burner, and a dvd player. After buying that plus some xmas gifts I only have like 200 left. Money really bites. I cant wait until I can go back to buying gifts for myself. Theres so much from mac and sephora that I want. I've fallen in love with eyeshadows. Everyday I get another compliment for mine. I always thought I was horrible at blending but I guess Im just too hard on myself.