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I'm so stupid. I have a bottle of xanax to help me with my anxiety, and I just don't take it. I guess I'm afraid of growing dependent and dealing with withdrawl. effexor was bad enough but I know xanax will be 500xs worse. I should take it though because it's whats going to help stop the anxiety that has ran my life for the past
5-6 years. I really hate the side effects too but I get them because I'm not use to them. I seriously need to put myself back on the meds. I can feel my anxiety coming back worse and worse every day.
On a lighter note I may have a lil skin cancer on me. I dont go out in the sun so I dont understand why a weird looking mole would be on me. This one is black and a suspicious shape so my new dr that I met today will be removing it on August 31st. I really hate needles and I need to get one so they can freeze it. Oh I also have to get blood work done which should be lovely.
5-6 years. I really hate the side effects too but I get them because I'm not use to them. I seriously need to put myself back on the meds. I can feel my anxiety coming back worse and worse every day.
On a lighter note I may have a lil skin cancer on me. I dont go out in the sun so I dont understand why a weird looking mole would be on me. This one is black and a suspicious shape so my new dr that I met today will be removing it on August 31st. I really hate needles and I need to get one so they can freeze it. Oh I also have to get blood work done which should be lovely.