busy busy busy.... =P
juggling school, work, and extra duties people are wanting me to do and extra stuff that I want to do.. Its been crazy. I turned in my first paper yesterday. I find out my grade next monday. I've been ok. good and tired. Been missing borys once in a while, but he's not worth the efforts. I choose to try to keep occupied with other things, perferably constructive things. I think I've lost weight. The new old navy pants I bought are starting to loosen up. Im looking damn good. (in the way to looking damn good anyway). Im going to start adding spinning classes into my cardio place rather than running. I hear it really helps tone the legs, ass, and thighs. My belly ring is healing well. Things are good. Oh yeah, the other day I got $40 from singing a happy birthday telegram. That was cool. I think I may do valentine telegrams.. someone on the base offered it to me. I could use the extra money..
It just started to snow again and for the mornings I need to be up to clear it off the car. I really just want to sleep..
I didn't sleep very well. I went to bed just pissed off. Borys and me have been hanging out as friends, getting kababs and going shopping, friend stuff. So yesterday when it started to snow (theres always something with the snow that makes me feel so happy.. its almost magical to me to see it start to fall..) I had invited Borys to see if he wanted to take a stroll to see the snow. He agreed and said he would be in the shower for a good while. understandable. So I wait two hours. 10:20 creeps in and I call him to cancel, I need my sleep. He said he had just gotten out of the shower and text messaged me that he was ready. That information was incorrect because I never recieved the txt msg. I condone that, it was when we were just chit-chatting and he was talking about how he was trying to make the most of his days off to get things done and organized and he said that hasn't been working out. I replied, not in a whiny tone or anything. In a helpful tone. "Maybe you should write a list of what you want to get done, and when you're done with it just check it off" He cuts me off and says "Don't tell me what to do" I was explaining to him I was just trying to help and he goes off in a tangent about how Im giving him demands. It was bullshit. I told him basically that was fucking rude and mean to assume so much, and to fuck himself. If he wasn't so closed minded at the moment it could have be taken as advice from any friend. You listen to it, maybe use it maybe not. Not acting like a child. He apologized, it didn't feel sincere, but at least he apologized. I wanted to go to bed so I told him goodnight almost as unsincere as his apology.
All the happiness the snow had brought to me just vanished and I had to sleep with a body in a pissed-off state. tight throat. hot headedness. Such lividness to sleep in. It sucked.
After that, I really do not want to hang out with him for a good while. Fuck close-mindedness and fuck people who can't realize that regardless of how some people are, they are still capable of change. As human beings we're always growing and changing. Gaining and losing interests and state of mind. Sure there are some that just don't care.. but there are some that do fucking care. Thats my opinion anyway.
I think a co-worker of mind is throwing some kind of party. Im assuming its a sex toy party. A lot of people have been inviting me to their little girly parties. Think tupperware party just with sex toys.. lol I thought it was funny so Im going to go and see how it is.
thats bout it =P
It just started to snow again and for the mornings I need to be up to clear it off the car. I really just want to sleep..
I didn't sleep very well. I went to bed just pissed off. Borys and me have been hanging out as friends, getting kababs and going shopping, friend stuff. So yesterday when it started to snow (theres always something with the snow that makes me feel so happy.. its almost magical to me to see it start to fall..) I had invited Borys to see if he wanted to take a stroll to see the snow. He agreed and said he would be in the shower for a good while. understandable. So I wait two hours. 10:20 creeps in and I call him to cancel, I need my sleep. He said he had just gotten out of the shower and text messaged me that he was ready. That information was incorrect because I never recieved the txt msg. I condone that, it was when we were just chit-chatting and he was talking about how he was trying to make the most of his days off to get things done and organized and he said that hasn't been working out. I replied, not in a whiny tone or anything. In a helpful tone. "Maybe you should write a list of what you want to get done, and when you're done with it just check it off" He cuts me off and says "Don't tell me what to do" I was explaining to him I was just trying to help and he goes off in a tangent about how Im giving him demands. It was bullshit. I told him basically that was fucking rude and mean to assume so much, and to fuck himself. If he wasn't so closed minded at the moment it could have be taken as advice from any friend. You listen to it, maybe use it maybe not. Not acting like a child. He apologized, it didn't feel sincere, but at least he apologized. I wanted to go to bed so I told him goodnight almost as unsincere as his apology.
All the happiness the snow had brought to me just vanished and I had to sleep with a body in a pissed-off state. tight throat. hot headedness. Such lividness to sleep in. It sucked.
After that, I really do not want to hang out with him for a good while. Fuck close-mindedness and fuck people who can't realize that regardless of how some people are, they are still capable of change. As human beings we're always growing and changing. Gaining and losing interests and state of mind. Sure there are some that just don't care.. but there are some that do fucking care. Thats my opinion anyway.
I think a co-worker of mind is throwing some kind of party. Im assuming its a sex toy party. A lot of people have been inviting me to their little girly parties. Think tupperware party just with sex toys.. lol I thought it was funny so Im going to go and see how it is.
thats bout it =P