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today wasnt a very good day... it started off pretty shitty when i got talked down to by this jerk who thinks he knows everything. i dont think i have to prove my knowledge on a book i read..one which he said right to me he didnt bother reading. yet im the one who is judged and get talked to like im an idiot.
it also doesnt help when you have a self absored insecure girl who you thought was your friend subtley ignore you and not talk to you but not so subtlety that i cant detect the "im not talking to you" way they are acting, like as if they're so great at pulling it off. the thing that doesnt bother me is that you're wasting precious seconds of your life making me feel like shit because YOU'RE insecure! im sick of the immaturity, i really am. what DOES bother me is that i spent so much time trying to be a good friend just to be treated like the opposite without warning
of course i also have a council to deal with, one that has one of the most egocentric people i have ever had the misfortune of tolerating... every idea i have is basically put down.. like as if its they are disagreeing just to disagree with me. interupting constantly. all this bullshit that is just really nasty energy. i just want to make something good and i have to deal with control freaks who have absolutely no desire to put in even a tiny bit of creative and expressive thought. they just need the satisfaction of having a strangle hold on what is supposed to be a group effort
-_- then i hit some chicks bumper...and while it was an accident...while she said it was fine, it wasnt fine. because it was just a shitty day, today. im sure everybody has bad days.
it also doesnt help when you have a self absored insecure girl who you thought was your friend subtley ignore you and not talk to you but not so subtlety that i cant detect the "im not talking to you" way they are acting, like as if they're so great at pulling it off. the thing that doesnt bother me is that you're wasting precious seconds of your life making me feel like shit because YOU'RE insecure! im sick of the immaturity, i really am. what DOES bother me is that i spent so much time trying to be a good friend just to be treated like the opposite without warning
of course i also have a council to deal with, one that has one of the most egocentric people i have ever had the misfortune of tolerating... every idea i have is basically put down.. like as if its they are disagreeing just to disagree with me. interupting constantly. all this bullshit that is just really nasty energy. i just want to make something good and i have to deal with control freaks who have absolutely no desire to put in even a tiny bit of creative and expressive thought. they just need the satisfaction of having a strangle hold on what is supposed to be a group effort
-_- then i hit some chicks bumper...and while it was an accident...while she said it was fine, it wasnt fine. because it was just a shitty day, today. im sure everybody has bad days.