Aug 23, 2005 15:12
So last week Louisa had her baby- thats where i've been for the past 9 days- either the hospital or her apartment. I am officially in love with James Daniel Wesley Vaughan. I freekin love that little thing. And I tried to put up pictures of how cute he is last week, but Im having a hard time getting them up with my mac. I'm still having a hard time- PETE!!!! Im coming over to learn this thing when I get down there!
Anyway, hes so cute and I am going to miss him like crazy when I have to leave him.
Yesterday was the 2 year anniversary? (i think its a dumb word for this occasion) of my mom's death. I actually made it through pretty ok. I cried at CVS when they said they couldn't fill my prescription- like literally started bawling. Other than that I tried to keep my mind off of it for the most part. I just don't feel like slipping into some crazy depression right now. I can't.
the worst thing abotu this week is that I haven't started packing at all. Thats when I think about my mom the most. The last conversation with her I ever had was me yelling at her for not being home to help me pack or drive me to school (I was going to have to drive myself there with just my car). Anyway, I don't feel like packing. I don't have a choice though. I guess I should get moving on that.
this was kinda a bi-polar entry, sorry.
kaitlyn.