Oct 07, 2005 22:32
something always takes the place of missing pieces you can take and put together even though you know theres something missing
i need him but i bore him. absolutely the situation. my only defence is ...trying not to need him..? alright. i will not fuck up anymore. or at least try really hard not to. but...wednesday. fuck. my thoughts are all discombobulated.
im gonna fix myself a drink, get dressed, and wait for colette to call me. good plan.