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why bother. i fucking wait forever ALWAYS. and tonight just to be embarassed.
im hurt.
im so bipolar. fuck. i wrote that and now i just wanna be like fuck it. you know why? because if im not with them then im probably not with anyone. and i dont want to burn the only bridge i have left. and i want to chill with everyone tomorrow. FUCK. im seriously seriously in need of some meds cuz im a fucking crazy.
im hurt.
im so bipolar. fuck. i wrote that and now i just wanna be like fuck it. you know why? because if im not with them then im probably not with anyone. and i dont want to burn the only bridge i have left. and i want to chill with everyone tomorrow. FUCK. im seriously seriously in need of some meds cuz im a fucking crazy.