shes back, hooray
im really upset. not because chantelle is back, but because she wasnt at school. i got so excited. i made my whole day revolve around it and she wasnt there. im not mad at her for not being at school, i cant blame her, but i really wanted to see her. i think i just miss her so much and she makes me feel better, no matter what and i need her now. my life is slowly going to hell and i need her reassurance that everything will be ok. i need her to hold me and tell me ill be alright. more or less i just need to hold her. i need to give affection, i need to recieve affection. i miss her so much, i miss having her near me, being able to hold her and play with her hair. i love her so much and its driving me crazy not seeing her for so long. im upset because it was all i wanted was to see her. im also upset for other reasons though- #1 my dad is a ass. i hate him, i want him to die.
#2-latefa will not stop hitting on me, i continue to tell her how much i love chantelle and how i dont feel anything for anyone else, but she doesnt understand. damn. go away!
#3- i havent masterbated since friday, thats a long time.
#4-i dont know what the hell is going on with my body right now, but its driving me nuts. im not high, but i feel like it. when i move, all my muscles ache, when i sit still, i feel like im really toasted. what is wrong with me? i want to see a doctor but then i have to confess to taking musclerelaxers, dammit life sucks.
well lets get to some dedications
JENN-im sorry about your skirt, i had to. i do these things. im sorry. it wont happen again.
RITA-i dont know what to say to you. there arent words to express how grateful i am for you and jenn helping me get through not havign chantelle for such a long time. now i think i can leave you alone for some amount of time while you get over me being so annoying recently.
CHANTELLE-jesus, did you get lost in england? there was a beautiful american guy, or at least me, waiting for you here the whole time. i missed you so much and i cant wait to see you tomrrow. hooray, you are home.
TRAVIS-im happy you got your muscles back. im gonna touch them alot. youre so awesome travis. i dont know what else to say. dont hit me anymore.
hmmmmm.....
HEATHER-i love your purse it is so cool. i want to give it to a homel;ess person to live in.
KIMMY-wow this is the first non-death threat you get in my journal. i dont know whats going on with you and joe, but seriously, havent you learned you lesson yet? i mean damn.
GREG-get a life, jesus, you spend your time writing in a livejournal, jesus, i need a job
JESUS-sorry, i was a little harsh last week, but i meant all i said-take it all bitch.
ILOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH
GREGGER
#2-latefa will not stop hitting on me, i continue to tell her how much i love chantelle and how i dont feel anything for anyone else, but she doesnt understand. damn. go away!
#3- i havent masterbated since friday, thats a long time.
#4-i dont know what the hell is going on with my body right now, but its driving me nuts. im not high, but i feel like it. when i move, all my muscles ache, when i sit still, i feel like im really toasted. what is wrong with me? i want to see a doctor but then i have to confess to taking musclerelaxers, dammit life sucks.
well lets get to some dedications
JENN-im sorry about your skirt, i had to. i do these things. im sorry. it wont happen again.
RITA-i dont know what to say to you. there arent words to express how grateful i am for you and jenn helping me get through not havign chantelle for such a long time. now i think i can leave you alone for some amount of time while you get over me being so annoying recently.
CHANTELLE-jesus, did you get lost in england? there was a beautiful american guy, or at least me, waiting for you here the whole time. i missed you so much and i cant wait to see you tomrrow. hooray, you are home.
TRAVIS-im happy you got your muscles back. im gonna touch them alot. youre so awesome travis. i dont know what else to say. dont hit me anymore.
hmmmmm.....
HEATHER-i love your purse it is so cool. i want to give it to a homel;ess person to live in.
KIMMY-wow this is the first non-death threat you get in my journal. i dont know whats going on with you and joe, but seriously, havent you learned you lesson yet? i mean damn.
GREG-get a life, jesus, you spend your time writing in a livejournal, jesus, i need a job
JESUS-sorry, i was a little harsh last week, but i meant all i said-take it all bitch.
ILOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH
GREGGER