what the hell happened? (if my mommy could see me now.)
in the last 2 months ive done so many new things. i started smoking, i had sex, i got a girlfriend that even after 2 months things are good. life has changed. i dont think ive ever had a bad grade in a science class, i have a c. thats pathetic. anyhoo, now i have drugs. i have one of the most sought after, highly addictive drugs in my pocket right now. when the hell did i start carrying drugs? the only other time in my life that i transported drugs they were for someone else. now, i have drugs. for me. when did this happen? the worst ive ever been was when i drank for a while. wtf. everybody drinks as a prepubecent child. its nature. im just astounded at how much ive changed. ive gone form do no wrong greg to GREGGER/GREGORY who wants to have sex and do drugs 24/7. where did greg go?
i dont want to blame chantelle for my recent changes, but it seems like shes incouraging badass activity. i smoked for 2 reasons, it would impress cha cha and i wanted to use myself to get jenn to stop. that was dumb. now i like smoking. dammit. that blew up in my face. i love chantelle, and i dont want anything to happen between us (negatively) but im a little scared for my future. i guess well see what happens.
Later kiddies.
GREGGER.
i dont want to blame chantelle for my recent changes, but it seems like shes incouraging badass activity. i smoked for 2 reasons, it would impress cha cha and i wanted to use myself to get jenn to stop. that was dumb. now i like smoking. dammit. that blew up in my face. i love chantelle, and i dont want anything to happen between us (negatively) but im a little scared for my future. i guess well see what happens.
Later kiddies.
GREGGER.