did you miss me?
Well friends, im back. 25 days late, but ive never been a punctual person. so where do i start?
looks like my last post was the day after semi. wow thats lots of information to go through. Lets see, ill get through the shitty stuff first.
December 20, there was a court date, my dad wanted unsupervised visitation and he got shut down. the Attorney at litem, important lady who makes decisions about how my life will go for the next 6 months, said that he hadnt really improved at all, he hasnt. ass got his balls kicked. anyhoo. visitations still suck. i didnt have them for two weeks cuz he was in florida. he shaved his mustache. big surprise, he still looks like an asshole. actually, his face went into shock and his like has this big purple line across where his mustache was. its gross. his lip looks all deflated and shit. eh.
susan and dan started dating. for once this month, susan didnt think about her and kurts anniversary, or what wouldve been. dan makes her happy, she makes dan happy, thats good thing. i was hesitant for them to get together cuz i know dan like sex and i dont want susan to have sex. not until shes married. but he hasnt been too pushy, or at least suze hasnt made it sound like he has. so thats good. they hang out with us lots and i like it. they really are cool.
john and jenn had a fight the other night. he can be a real cockbag. he is most of the time. its just so annoying because he doesnt have a personality of his own. he completely conformed to rita. ive changed a lot to be like jenn and shes changed a lot like me, but we are still a little of what we were. john seems like hes given up everything to mimic rita and rita hasnt changed much at all. it just seems so strange. i dont know.
feel bad when i talk bad about john because i know it has to hurt rita. i mean, how would it feel if everybody hated jenn? i would hate everyone for talking badly about her. i dont know. im sorry rita. i just wish he could stand up to you or something. im not sure.
so anyhoo, jenns dad is leaving for texas sometime soon. hes still trying to get a job in tennessee though. tennessee is better, but i wouldnt mind texas either. it doesnt matter to me. as long as i still get to move there too. im probably graduating this summer so i can move immeaditally. its a scary thought. i know its bugging jenn to know that shes moving. it bugs susan a lot more i think. shes been really upset about it. suse is really cool, and well miss her a lot. i wish she would cheer up about it though.
im moving to colony bay next month. febuary 11. cant wait. it really doesnt matter to me. ill be right across the street from work and right down the street from jenn. good part is ill use half the gas than i did before. thats kick ass. im broke lately
there was a kid who got kicked out of carroll for writing satire about the school. goddam conservatives. we should kill them all.
i have hardly any friends in my classes this semester. its gay. i wish i had more. ive learned that i dont make friends well. i hate it. a lot of people dont like me. a lot of people used to hate me. im trying to make friends with people, but nobody wants to be my friend so its really frustrating. i wish there was an easy button.
my truck is running, i got a job at fazolis. thats the unimportant good stuff.
the most important thing is that jenn and i have been together for 9 months. its amazing. i cant believe it sometimes. we are made for each other. she makes me the happiest guy alive. i cant stop marveling in how wonderful she is. she treats me well, she is beautiful, and she is smart. i love everything about her. i couldnt be happier. i thank god for her all the time. i just wish we could get married and be together forever. when were together its like there is nothing else in the world. like the world was built for us, just us. i love it. we were made to be one person. i miss her right now.
ok, well ive covered the important stuff, so lets start the dedications---------
John-sorry if this offended you, but you seriously need to grow a spine man, youve become rita. you arent your own person and thats not right man. you conform to everyone around you. you dont disagree with anything. you need to have your own opinions, your own ideas, your own mind. thats whats annoying, is you just follow the leader. if we jumped off a cliff, youd be off before you could think it might be a bad idea.
Rita- sorry we havent been around each other much in the last month. i really want to hang out with you before i move. you are still one of my best friends and i miss you. im blessed to have lunch with you cuz now we get to talk daily.
Dan-hey man, ive had fun hanging out lately. you guys are great for each other. thanks for being friends with me and jenn. dont worry about the money and shit, its not important, itll all work itself out. youll be ok.
Susan-thanks for being there for me a lot lately. youve been a better friend to me than i could ask for. you are really cool and im sorry i used to be a jackass to you. you are a really cool person. you have a lot to offer to dan other than sex, so dont give it up. thanks for being jenn and my friend. dont worry about us leaving. itll all be ok. if you find that you cant live without us, come and live with us.
Jenn-hi sweetie. i wrote this because i know you wanted me to write a blog. everything i do is for you. you are my love and my life. i wish i could make you feel better lately. i cant take all the pain away. if i could, i would, i promise. im always going to be there with you. ill be the strength for you when you need it, ill be the shoulder to cry on, ill be the everything you need. for always. cuz thats how ill love you, however you need me to, for always. youre such an amazing girl and i wont stop telling you that until you see how true it is. you are so good to me and i wish you could see how good you are. I love you and i cant wait for us to start our lives together, just you and i. itll be like when my life truly starts, because life isnt worth living unless im with you. i love you dear and i always will. moah.
thanks guys
GREGGER
looks like my last post was the day after semi. wow thats lots of information to go through. Lets see, ill get through the shitty stuff first.
December 20, there was a court date, my dad wanted unsupervised visitation and he got shut down. the Attorney at litem, important lady who makes decisions about how my life will go for the next 6 months, said that he hadnt really improved at all, he hasnt. ass got his balls kicked. anyhoo. visitations still suck. i didnt have them for two weeks cuz he was in florida. he shaved his mustache. big surprise, he still looks like an asshole. actually, his face went into shock and his like has this big purple line across where his mustache was. its gross. his lip looks all deflated and shit. eh.
susan and dan started dating. for once this month, susan didnt think about her and kurts anniversary, or what wouldve been. dan makes her happy, she makes dan happy, thats good thing. i was hesitant for them to get together cuz i know dan like sex and i dont want susan to have sex. not until shes married. but he hasnt been too pushy, or at least suze hasnt made it sound like he has. so thats good. they hang out with us lots and i like it. they really are cool.
john and jenn had a fight the other night. he can be a real cockbag. he is most of the time. its just so annoying because he doesnt have a personality of his own. he completely conformed to rita. ive changed a lot to be like jenn and shes changed a lot like me, but we are still a little of what we were. john seems like hes given up everything to mimic rita and rita hasnt changed much at all. it just seems so strange. i dont know.
feel bad when i talk bad about john because i know it has to hurt rita. i mean, how would it feel if everybody hated jenn? i would hate everyone for talking badly about her. i dont know. im sorry rita. i just wish he could stand up to you or something. im not sure.
so anyhoo, jenns dad is leaving for texas sometime soon. hes still trying to get a job in tennessee though. tennessee is better, but i wouldnt mind texas either. it doesnt matter to me. as long as i still get to move there too. im probably graduating this summer so i can move immeaditally. its a scary thought. i know its bugging jenn to know that shes moving. it bugs susan a lot more i think. shes been really upset about it. suse is really cool, and well miss her a lot. i wish she would cheer up about it though.
im moving to colony bay next month. febuary 11. cant wait. it really doesnt matter to me. ill be right across the street from work and right down the street from jenn. good part is ill use half the gas than i did before. thats kick ass. im broke lately
there was a kid who got kicked out of carroll for writing satire about the school. goddam conservatives. we should kill them all.
i have hardly any friends in my classes this semester. its gay. i wish i had more. ive learned that i dont make friends well. i hate it. a lot of people dont like me. a lot of people used to hate me. im trying to make friends with people, but nobody wants to be my friend so its really frustrating. i wish there was an easy button.
my truck is running, i got a job at fazolis. thats the unimportant good stuff.
the most important thing is that jenn and i have been together for 9 months. its amazing. i cant believe it sometimes. we are made for each other. she makes me the happiest guy alive. i cant stop marveling in how wonderful she is. she treats me well, she is beautiful, and she is smart. i love everything about her. i couldnt be happier. i thank god for her all the time. i just wish we could get married and be together forever. when were together its like there is nothing else in the world. like the world was built for us, just us. i love it. we were made to be one person. i miss her right now.
ok, well ive covered the important stuff, so lets start the dedications---------
John-sorry if this offended you, but you seriously need to grow a spine man, youve become rita. you arent your own person and thats not right man. you conform to everyone around you. you dont disagree with anything. you need to have your own opinions, your own ideas, your own mind. thats whats annoying, is you just follow the leader. if we jumped off a cliff, youd be off before you could think it might be a bad idea.
Rita- sorry we havent been around each other much in the last month. i really want to hang out with you before i move. you are still one of my best friends and i miss you. im blessed to have lunch with you cuz now we get to talk daily.
Dan-hey man, ive had fun hanging out lately. you guys are great for each other. thanks for being friends with me and jenn. dont worry about the money and shit, its not important, itll all work itself out. youll be ok.
Susan-thanks for being there for me a lot lately. youve been a better friend to me than i could ask for. you are really cool and im sorry i used to be a jackass to you. you are a really cool person. you have a lot to offer to dan other than sex, so dont give it up. thanks for being jenn and my friend. dont worry about us leaving. itll all be ok. if you find that you cant live without us, come and live with us.
Jenn-hi sweetie. i wrote this because i know you wanted me to write a blog. everything i do is for you. you are my love and my life. i wish i could make you feel better lately. i cant take all the pain away. if i could, i would, i promise. im always going to be there with you. ill be the strength for you when you need it, ill be the shoulder to cry on, ill be the everything you need. for always. cuz thats how ill love you, however you need me to, for always. youre such an amazing girl and i wont stop telling you that until you see how true it is. you are so good to me and i wish you could see how good you are. I love you and i cant wait for us to start our lives together, just you and i. itll be like when my life truly starts, because life isnt worth living unless im with you. i love you dear and i always will. moah.
thanks guys
GREGGER