Dec 29, 2006 13:26
DAMN it feels good to be out of that relationship. so glad I did that. no regrets. yes there were good times. but there were also a lot of bad times. a lot of times when i wasn't allowed to be myself, or to make my own decisions. a lot of times when i wasn't allowed to see my own friends. and i'm sorry to all of you that watched me slip into that downward spiral.
yes i'm in a new relationship. no i'm not worried about it being quick. he and i are taking it one day at a time. and he gets me. we're so much alike. besides the fact that he gives me freedom. i'm not constantly looking behind my back every step i take.
i'm allowed to laugh again. and that's amazing.