Never again..
I made a phone call tonight, a call that I will NEVER make ever again. I'm not mad, but I am hurt. I've never went to a person as much as I just went to him. And he wasn't there for me. I've been there for him SO many times, whenever he wanted to call me, at whatever time. I've answered, I've crawled out of bed, beyond tired, and listened to him for hours. But I don't get that back. Time for some depressing Smile Empty Soul lyrics.
FOR YOU
i waited for you
i died inside my own head
and i'd die again for you
i'm faded and tired
completely uninspired
and i'd die again for you
so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you
so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees
why's it always have to be me
that's always left out to burn and
i'll never learn