Wow I'm just a tad bit sick of crying..
So, this day wasn't really all that bad. Hung out with Jake, had Subway for lunch. Coded HTB all up with a new layout. I finally moved my IFRAME how I want it. SUCH a happy girl. I worked on the new layout like ALL day. I was doing my HTML from 3:00pm-7:30pm. Then my bandwith gave out on Angelfire, so all the images went boom, just when I needed to do screencaps for present sites. Wow, fucktarded. But, hey I'm still in a good mood, blah fucking blah. Mom has been trying to install wireless internet for like a month now. So she bitches till I go over there and help her. I spend two hours of my time getting her hooked up.
So now it's time to hook my laptop up. So I sit down and she gives me the cd to install it with, and it pops up, and i didn't know which option to click, so I open my mouth to ask her to help, and she says, "Oh, I've gotta check my email", takes the cord, and leaves me. So after screaming for an odd 10 minutes, she finally comes out. I install, and it dosn't work. So she says, "I don't know, forget it", and LEAVES. WALKS OUT. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! You sure won't saying forget it when it was YOUR problem, and when it was YOUR computer. So I started yelling for her to help me, because I helped her. All she says is, "Where did you get this temper from..oh thats right, you're just like HIM." I swear to God if I had happened to have a gun in my back pocket, I don't know which one of us I would have fucking killed first!
I had made her get me burger king, because im HUNGRY, working on HER shit all day builds up an appitite. So I want to the meal, so she bitches because thats THREE whole dollars of her money. She's all why do i do this, so I said, "Because you love me", and she turns, looks at me for a second and screams at me: "BECAUSE I DON'T LOVE YOU". I almost broke into tears right there, and I'm fighting them now. Part of me is relieved for her to actually fucking admit it. Now when people tell me "Sure your Mom loves you", I can say, "Um no, she tells me she dosn't, actually". Yet I still waste my time and fix her computer for her.
So now back to coding because my bandwith is back up. I have to keep myself busy, because if I don't, I'm going to fall completley apart, and I can't do that anymore.