Happy Birthday Danielle
I had an alright day today. My sister wasn't being a total bitch, so we went shopping for most of the day, and just ran around and did errands. We got stuck in Grandma's car for awhile, and that sucked. But we got Jamba Juice. So Yayyy! When we got home Jake came over with Mike. He was kind of being different..he's just kind of mean to me around his friends. He makes me feel *SO* stupid sometimes. He was all trash talking us because we don't have the right tools for whatever he likes to do. Well sorry we're not as smart as you. He just makes me feel like I don't have a brain sometimes. Danielle's party was alright, at first. Right now it kind of sucks, because everyone left so it's not crazy and fun, and only Danielle and Rose are up and drinking and Mom's yelling and wahhhh...my stomach hurts from too much cake/mountain dew. We got a cool cake though, and I got Danielle a pink rose when we were in the Grocerry store. She got me a black shirt that has an R on it in little jewel things, it's really cute. So that was my BDay present, and there is something for me under the tree now I guess, but I haven't had a chance to shake it!
It kinda makes me feel better about Christmas, seeing presents under the tree and stuff.
I talked to Jake and he got all pissed off at me because I drank champaine. I feel like I'm his daughter instead of his girlfriend. He's always telling me not to do stuff. I had HALF of ONE wine glass, just ONE swallow, but I had taken a big drink. It's nasty, I don't like it's aftertaste. I felt kinda funky afterwards, maybe because I've never drank before. It was cool. Nothing I'm going to go off and be like obsessed and addicted to, but it's fun once and awhile to feel like a bad ass. My sister is SO drunk right now...lmfao. It's SO funny, I say one thing that is kinda witty, and she just LAUGHS for like 10 minutes. Lmao. It's great. I got really sad though because Danielle was talking about this great guy that she met and Rose was all like, yeah take him home, and Mom was like, "God, could you just see Rebekah!?!" *cue giggiling from half drunk mother* What's funny is she only had one glass of it..lmfao. I was just like, thanks mom. than she said she was talking about grandma..what the hell.
I'm kinda sad when I talk to Halley now. Ever since Brian came and picked her up from my house the other day she's like..different. When I told her bye when she was walking off, I had to yell something at her to make her say bye to me. she gets all differant when she's on the phone with him and tells me to shut up when i tell her that brian can't call this number she's calling from alot because my mom will get pissed. sorry if i dont feel like getting kicked out of the house for an afternoon again like before. last night i was so depressed, and i cried more than i have in a very long time, and she just put on her away message. she IM'ed me a little while ago, and the second thing she IM'ed was BRB. I just feel like she dosn't give a shit. and whenever i'm sad, it turns into brian some how. i get that they have problems, and stuff, but im ALWAYS there for her to talk about Brian, even when I'M upset, and sometimes i think she dosn't really give that back to me. I'm not mad at you halley, just sad you're forgetting to care about something other than being sad about brian.
So yeah, Halley is off on awayness..Becca is idle, so I'm going to go hang out in the living room or shake my christmas presents..god im bored.