Mondayness..
Wow, a monday that wasn't all that bad. I really did NOOOOTTT want to wake up this morning, and its around 9:30 and this is the first momment alone I've gotten all day. But besides my sleepyness, it's been alright today. We picked up Jake this morning and drove him and his sister Mandy to school..so we got to hang out in the hallway and do our cuddle/stick out feet when people come by thing. Lmao. It's sooo great. Matt and Josh AKA Hampster Boy, were being dickheads again. We pretty much ignore them now. I saw Katie and tried to hollar at my chica, (lol that was a funny sentence)...but there were lots of people and she couldn't see me. So in Discovery we found out that Mr. S's Grandpa died and he'll be gone Thursday and Friday. This got me kind of depressed, thinking about my Tatie...Uncle Steve called last night. Him and mom were talking about arangments..for Grandpa and stuff when he dies. I'm going to go crazy like woah when I have to deal with all of this. I cry myself to sleep enough as it is.
So In English I talked to Logan about Evanescence, because he was bitching that they did a bad job at some award thing that was on last night or whatever. He <33's hillary duff. lmao. He was singing "So Yesterday" all through the period, and during Math. Lmao. It was great. He wants her CD. I'm going to make him burn it for me if he gets it, because she does have some good songs. Occasionally I pimp out teeny bopper style. Lol. Anyyyywwwhhhooooo...JAKE ATE AT LUNCH! It made me soo very happy. Because he's trying to fast till he can play hockey again, and I don't want him to get skinnier than he is already, that anorexic boy of mine. He ate some fries and stole some peporonis off my pizza. Good enough for me.
So Kari was being like retarted today. She didn't feel good and there was other stuff wrong and she wouldn't tell me. SORRY that I have a boyfriend that didn't flirt with you as much as usual today, okay? SORRY that he dosn't like you. SORRY that you wish that I would "just die", when I got YOUR okay before I ever started anything with him, and considered your feelings at EVERY turn. On the way to fourth hour, I was walking behind Becca and her with jake, and I was yelling at them to wait up for us, cause I wouldn't want to be left behind. Kari was all, "Oh I'm sure you wouldn't be too lonely"..VERY BITCHILY. It pissed me off like a motha. How DARE she? So, I shot back, "Yeah, I guess I wouldn't be", very icily. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. Sorry to be insensitive, but when it's making me feel like a horrible person and making me want to pull away from my boyfriend, which will cause problems because he notices, I'm going to stop being sensitive. It's not like we were all over each other, he had his arm around me at lunch, and we were holding hands on the walk afterwards. Guess what, that's flipping allowed!
I MADE 11 BASKETS IN PE!!! I was so excited!! So while we were playing the game, we were against the lame ass team..: Brittany, Chantelle, Krystal, and some other people. The problem with Brittany..she is SUCH a bitch. I was blocking her, and she's like, "This bitch looks like she's gonna do something", and then started laughing. I've never even spoken to her, okay, so dont call me a bitch. And then Krystal was like, "Get off her you whore", when I was blocking her again. SCREW YOU YOU DAMN POPULAR STUCK UP BITCHES! Woah there..mkay I'm better.
Jake came over and we studied. I yelled at him till he did his math. Is that boy whipped, or what? lmao! So me and Chellarific are going to combine TST and her old Buffy site into one..still titled Bring Back the Sun, like her old one was. I'm a little nervous, but still excited for it. I know that she has been way more succsesful than me, and I know at the end of the day, she will probably be the one getting the emails full of praise..and it won't really feel like mine anymore. But I do want someone to share the work with, and I do want to do it with Chelle. So I'm excited, but nervous that being compared to her will make me look REALLY bad. Lol. But I have so much <333 for her and I know it will be super fun!