i'm right here with you
two nights ago, just about 12:43am, something woke me up. Don't know what it was but a few seconds later the phone rang and as I groggily reached over and flipped it I saw on the caller ID: Jesse. It did take a few seconds, but I realized that he is now in the US and using his cell phone. aaaahhh!! So, it was wonderful to hear his voice and know that he is safely on the same soil as I am. Still too many miles away from me, but he will be here in 11 days!! Then ... Well then we'll see how the time and distance treated each of us.. how we feel now, and how we want to handle the fact that he is going to spain for a long long time. True, this relationship is grand because I can think about him as much as I want and know that he is thinking about me, but at the same time i am free to come and go and talk etc as I please. I'm not held back by anyone or anything right now, except the lack of money, but thanks to my new job that might not be much longer. So. right now this works, except that I miss him constantly. :( Oh well, we'll see folks!