i forgot i had one of these.
i truly did. so im going to spend my time reading all of yours so i can find out who does what. nostalgia rules. anyway. i miss everything in life and have now committed myself to being so busy i explode/get sick and puke everywhere. one day ill relax and it will be amazing. today i stayed home from school due to being really sick, but i dont think im sick, i think going to bed at 3 and waking up at 7 just puts a drain on you eventually. i really have to calm down. i have the coolest dreams and the weirdest people are in them. it is now ohfive. i am tired, i am older, i have been accepted to the college of my first choice, and i have no idea where i am going in life, but i like it that way. maybe i just need someone to save me, i need a beautiful girl to love me, cause mine ran away.