(no subject)
Sam is concerned about my drinking, and rightfully so
I killed a handle of Evan Williams in 2 days
but one of those days I had off
so it works out
the thing is, my tolerance is kind of high
not that it keeps me from being a goddamn fool sometimes
or drawing crop circles on my arm
but at least it keeps me warm in the winter
I know for a fact that all I'm doing is making excuses, not even a significant minority of which are listed in this entry
but I've also elected not to care
such as I've done for so many other things
whether you believe it or not, I'm going to tell you that I miss you
...
...
...
soon
...
...
...
I miss you
and I am honestly sorry that I missed your birthday
I even forgot when it was
you hate me, I know
and that's allowed
accepted, even
but goddammit I can't kiss anyone else seriously
(I've tried to convince myself but no no no)
my heart has been reserved, and one day I hope (I hope [I hope] ) it will be yours
until then I'll fake the smile
I apologize
I do
but there's little I can do about it now
fuck the past
I hate it
except for the hammock
where
I almost kissed you
but didn't know if you wanted it
Nick is a stupid ass.
The End.
For the first time I comfortably have your purple plugs in.
They should stay in this time.
I killed a handle of Evan Williams in 2 days
but one of those days I had off
so it works out
the thing is, my tolerance is kind of high
not that it keeps me from being a goddamn fool sometimes
or drawing crop circles on my arm
but at least it keeps me warm in the winter
I know for a fact that all I'm doing is making excuses, not even a significant minority of which are listed in this entry
but I've also elected not to care
such as I've done for so many other things
whether you believe it or not, I'm going to tell you that I miss you
...
...
...
soon
...
...
...
I miss you
and I am honestly sorry that I missed your birthday
I even forgot when it was
you hate me, I know
and that's allowed
accepted, even
but goddammit I can't kiss anyone else seriously
(I've tried to convince myself but no no no)
my heart has been reserved, and one day I hope (I hope [I hope] ) it will be yours
until then I'll fake the smile
I apologize
I do
but there's little I can do about it now
fuck the past
I hate it
except for the hammock
where
I almost kissed you
but didn't know if you wanted it
Nick is a stupid ass.
The End.
For the first time I comfortably have your purple plugs in.
They should stay in this time.