...*sigh* I hate bois

[futurebunny69]

So I got a Lj, all because Emoss wanted me to because she says I repress my emotions too much and I need to let them out. So here's what Nikki is feeling right now. I am upset, hurt and abondended. That's what I feel right now. That and a little chilled out. I'm upset because he told me he loved me. Exact words Nikki: I <3 you (which to me means I heart you) Him: I love you too. My mouth when :drops: but I got so happy my tummy got the butterflies and I got all giggly. I think I love him I really do. It's so weird too. Today was pretty standard though. I got up at like 10:00 and I got in the shower. Whatever. Then I got out and got dressed and did my hair. I went in my room and listened to The Spill Canvas while I did my makeup. Then I was trying to get up the nerve to call *him* and ask him about his party but...yeah I chickened out. Then I sat there reading my stupid english book for like ever. After that my mom was all "get out of the house go somewhere do something" so I was like "ok whatever" and I went to the mall with my emoss. I got two skirts a t-shirt a tank top and a sweet pair of heels. I wa shappy with everything I bought but I still wasn't happy. I dunno maybe I shoudl just give up on bois. They only end up hurting me. I like him so much though and I thought he was different but maybe he was just playing or something. I dunno I just can't stop thinkin about him. After I got home from shopping me and Emoss hung out for a bit but then her mom called her and she had to go. Yucky. Well now it's dinner time and I'm hungrier then somethin that's hungry so gots to go
♥XoXo♥
Nikki