depressed
Also I'm clearly depressed again. I'm so sick of this. I wish that my mood would match my life. I know I should feel happy but I don't.
Darkness and despair etc.
At least back when I was a little mini-goth being depressed made me feel cool-- now it's just like having a cold-- it gets in the way of doing stuff-- I can't get in to it and "enjoy it" it's just a pain. I better keep busy today and just wait for it to go away.
Darkness and despair etc.
At least back when I was a little mini-goth being depressed made me feel cool-- now it's just like having a cold-- it gets in the way of doing stuff-- I can't get in to it and "enjoy it" it's just a pain. I better keep busy today and just wait for it to go away.