strange.......
I just got off the phone with my father. We talked for about 40 minutes. We never talked like that. I had mentioned a few of the things that he has been doing to Eve the other night.
Ok...this needs some explaining. My father never talked to me when I was younger, never told me he was proud of me just saying "uh huh". (Hey dad I created a cure for aids..."uh huh thats nice") He always yelled at me saying things like "only faggots where makeup. only faggots act like that. who the hell are you?." He never told me he loved me. He told my mother not to take us to church. He used to come home and fix some drinks and then sit on the couch and then pass out by 8 pm. Also most of his older drawings were filled with nazi symbols, bombs, and occult figures. He was always just kinda there but not you know?
Well since he has moved to the farm he has quit smoking, quit drinking, and started to go to church. But oh no he has dinners with the preist coming over. When I went to visit last he said "God has blessed us with this weather today" I just kinda froze up and didnt believe it.
Anyways....we talked about a bunch of things and it was nice and we ended it as always..."yep alright Im going to let you go now" "See you" "later".....but then he called back and said "Hey I love you".....I hope that he isnt dying of a disease or something.
Ok...this needs some explaining. My father never talked to me when I was younger, never told me he was proud of me just saying "uh huh". (Hey dad I created a cure for aids..."uh huh thats nice") He always yelled at me saying things like "only faggots where makeup. only faggots act like that. who the hell are you?." He never told me he loved me. He told my mother not to take us to church. He used to come home and fix some drinks and then sit on the couch and then pass out by 8 pm. Also most of his older drawings were filled with nazi symbols, bombs, and occult figures. He was always just kinda there but not you know?
Well since he has moved to the farm he has quit smoking, quit drinking, and started to go to church. But oh no he has dinners with the preist coming over. When I went to visit last he said "God has blessed us with this weather today" I just kinda froze up and didnt believe it.
Anyways....we talked about a bunch of things and it was nice and we ended it as always..."yep alright Im going to let you go now" "See you" "later".....but then he called back and said "Hey I love you".....I hope that he isnt dying of a disease or something.