May 12, 2009 20:11
Did I just remember 10 years at once? Childhood years, and they don't seem like very eventful ones, but that still seems like a lot, even if I don't remember them all that well. But I guess it's good to have an idea of what my life is supposed to be like, even if it's what it was as a child.
[ Private; moderately hackable ]
I just wish it was a better childhood. Dad lost everything gambling and then just walked out on us. I was 4 then. I remember it so clearly though, it's hard to believe I didn't remember it at all until just now. Mom worked so hard for us, Shel and me, and we weren't always the most well behaved kids. But there's still only so much that one woman on her one can do.
...And now I have more money than I know what to do with here. It's almost starting to look like amnesia's the best thing that ever happened to me.
Ike said that journal called Memento Eden "a place for those who despaired." I can't say I'm feeling a lot of warm fuzzies for what I remember of life right now. But... My memories stop at 10. I don't know exactly how old am I, but I can definitely say it's a lot older than that. I might know what kind of kid I was, but I still have no idea what kind of man I was. Starting at the bottom doesn't mean I couldn't have climbed higher. I have to keep believing that. I have to.
I need to stop thinking about this before I give myself a headache.
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Hey, Ginko, do you know how to play pool?
((2% spent on childhood up until about 10, including his dad leaving.))
senel (overprotects),
home is much sketchier,
let's play financial ping-pong,
booster likes having stuff,
sekritly emo,
*memories,
lupin (yoursizmine),
la resistance,
ginko (sore_feet_man),
roomies,
jonar is a dick