*burp*
i freakin' love pepsi. it's a guilty pleasure. i have not had soda in two weeks, and i was craving some today. i bought this huge pepsi from panda express. i didn't even buy any food. i just bought pepsi. i'm bad. i know.
so, i guess i should eat more. after doing nearly two hours of cardio on the stairmaster on level 10, i grew really faint. i told myself that i had to keep going. i started getting really weak and wobbly. so, i stopped the stairmaster and went to the scale to weigh myself. i am really shocked. i've dropped about 5 more pounds this past week and a half. it's time to see the doctor. with my recent luck, i probably have some sort of cancer--maybe worse. maybe, i'm just exerting my body too much. however, when i'm working hard at the gym, i lose all my stress. so, it's a hard thing to stop doing when it makes me feel good. i just have to be careful not to kill myself in the process.
i guess i'm headed to mj's tonight. i have not been there in ages. i'm looking forward to it.