Dec 07, 2006 05:55
have you ever felt like when something bad happens or when your upset its happening because you did something to someone and its like payback?
lol. things have not been good lately & i feel like its karma or something
but then again i feel like i already got the payback i deserve i mean jeezz.
when are things gonna be good for me?
why cant i just ever be happy?
am i really that bad of a person that i have to be suffering or upset all the time?
because i dont think i am i mean i have my moments but its like idk?
its kinda hard to explain...
but i just wanna be happy and im not
i just wish that things would go my way for a day
idk. whatever.
things will never be right i guess..
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