Sep 15, 2006 20:19
When we started to acknowledge fear and all of that stuff that scares us inside (whether it be from the dark when you were little or going to school for the first time) we started limiting ourselves. We backed off because we were frightful of what could happen, of who'd get us in our sleep? In the daytime? Night time? We eventually mustered the control to face our fears every now and then, further progressing us but still keeping us limited. The fear builds up from that young age, manifesting into something terrible. Perhaps, it is a teacher, a bully, a friend, a girlfriend/boyfriend, or your parents. Suddenly, you're scared of everything and you back off again, hoping everything would solve itself. When you leave fear to fix itself it it usually clutters up in the back of your conscience, eating a tiny portion of your attitude or even your being in all and all. We latch onto whatever we have and we talk things out because the fear is huge and it's breaking the skin. Not physically of course. Fear is an abstract thought of mind, yet it controls the entire world.
By the way...I'm quite well :) Hehe