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I had that dream again. You know, the one where you're face first in a rotton toilet puking out blood and feces. Fucking heckler in the background, pushing you further into this pitiful cess hole laughing at you. His words are gargeled of course and you don't understand him...that and you're choking for air. The blood starts to clog up your throat and suddenly your coughing, gasping for your hardlived life. Heckler is still there, pushing you deeper down and telling you nasty things... fucking nasty and terrible things. How he'd slit your throat if only you weren't so pathetic, how he'd rape your loved ones and spit on your kin. I'd keep choking until I'd stop and the heckler would stop. He'd leave me, covered in my own sickening liquids, dead as a fucking door nail.