Feb 23, 2007 22:03
Something serious is coming down. It's coming down around us and closing in, slandering good people's names and hurting people that don't deserve this. I wish that she could understand the torture she is inflicting on all of us with this barrage of constant harrassment. Our lives were worse enough without this and even though we have a hard life, we were happy to some extent. There was nothing that seemed to impossible as long as we stuck together and worked through it, but there is no resolute answer in all of this. We're scared, we're slandered, and we're facing the largest form of degradation that one individual could personally hand out towards us. He's all alone in this and you know how frightened he must be.
I pray that nothing bad forms out of this, but I can only wonder how long this will go until it's forgotton? Will it be forgotton? This is a person's name on the line and if only you understood how painful it must be. Leave us out of this because whatever you're doing, you're doing for some sort of sick pleasure that's not understood by anyone around you. What kind of twisted person are you? You used to be a decent person who was smart enough to talk her way through anything. Not anymore though and if you think for a second you're going to talk your way through this, you've got another thing coming. Don't think for a second that you're going to win.
I hope you read this because in some way I know that you can't be this terrible of a person. He's my bestfriend and the only person I've ever been able to talk to about anything without fear of looking stupid. If you take this away from me then you have no heart. If you take this away from me, I'll have no life. And if you take this away from me, I will make it my personal goal to make the rest of your life a living hell. You know how he must feel...doesn't that make you feel sick at night thinking about what you've done?
It's too late to turn back time on this one. You've already fucked up, but nothing has been destroyed yet. Please, leave us alone. We've been through enough and we're all hurting from this. You used to talk to me like I was a friend, but if you go through with this...you're a monster...a disgusting, fucked up, lying, monster. God, he's been through enough already and so has she. Leave them alone and stop it...for god fucking sakes.