Sigh...
I feel exhausted. I feel like I've been working at something for month after month after month, but I don't even know what that thing is, I just know that it's there, this huge weight on my mind- and it isn't going away. And I'm getting tired- way too tired to try and understand what's happening any more.
I've tried so hard to make my life right. I've tried hard, again, and again, and again, and again, and I'm still trying, and the moments where it is right seem so short. Even though the last few good periods in my life have been worth everything I went through to get to them- somehow- when you're right in the middle of the worst part of your life so far- that's very, very little comfort.
I wish I knew how to fix this.
I'm trying.
I feel like I haven't seen anybody for years- how are you guys?
I've tried so hard to make my life right. I've tried hard, again, and again, and again, and again, and I'm still trying, and the moments where it is right seem so short. Even though the last few good periods in my life have been worth everything I went through to get to them- somehow- when you're right in the middle of the worst part of your life so far- that's very, very little comfort.
I wish I knew how to fix this.
I'm trying.
I feel like I haven't seen anybody for years- how are you guys?