This is so hard.

[futbolsven]

Nothing is so hard as this right now. I live my life for one person and only one person. I love her more than anything, and i know she loves me. I want to be with her and she's not so sure. I can only eat if i talk to her. I can only sleep if i hear her voice before. I'm pretty pathetic right now and I know it all is worth it when i get to see her. When she comes home and i get to see that smile.

I get to see it tonight :)