"I gotta hide away, far away / Cause I gotta find a way, to find my way"
hellllooooo!!! how are you all?!? well i haven't written in HERE forEVER so i dont expect anyone to actually read this, just wanted to update. it's been a WHILE! well school has obviously started. the end of first quarter was wednesday. i'm kind of behind tho, because I have to edit and send my commentary and get three pieces of debate evidence and send that too, to my teachers. if I don't do this, i'm screwed. AND I left my backpack in Emily's trunk, so yea, somehow I have to get that too (and I don't even have a car today!) haha wow can we say S.C.R.E.W.E.D.?!? well anyway, besides taht, soccer is over:(:(:( it was and is the saddest thing in my life right now. we lost to benild 2-1 in the semifinals of sections. angered me mucho. and saddened me too. so our season is over, my 6 year long soccer career at SPA is also over. that's kind of wierd to think about, and i dont think it's hit me yet. we lost on tuesday night, and wednesday at school was the worst day of my life. the boys also lost on tuesday night, and the sad soccer playres just took over the mood of the school. most teachers were very forgiving and understanding. however, from the time i woke up on wednesday morning until only 12 noon, i cried 7 times, SEVEN! it was a really sad and horrible day. boo.
besides that, jrock is coming for thanksgiving, and i'm very excited to see him. i fucking miss him so much. and right now more than ever, not sure why, but maybe because we've talked about it like everynight. (oh ps if u didnt kno... i've "been with" him for a year and almost two months) --> and on top of that i've only seen him four times in my entire life, and one of those i didn't know him. so yea, it was and is kinda crazy. but i can't even help it, ive fallen rly hard, but its all good.
umm what else?!? what else do you want to know? oh college stuff::: right now I have it down to four, maybe three, colleges: The Ohio State University (Columbus, OH), Brown University (Providence, RI), Northeastern (Boston, MA) and (this is the maybe now...) University of Wisconsin, Madison. So yea... madison is a maybe because i just had my official visit there, and it was juss kind of iffy. didnt feel quite right. (in addition they didnt offer any aid or scholarship, so it's a wash between OSU and UW because osu offered that amount of $$) well anyway, i already took my official to ohio state and loved it. as of right now it is my numero uno... but i still have two officials left to the other two. still working out the details on those. i used to be in love with northeastern and i really love boston, but we'll see now, they aren't that great of a team, but that means i may get a lot of playing time there. but also, the coach isn't that great, so i've heard. (ohio state has really good coaches and i really like them). um brown has a really good coach, and of course the school is top notch, obvs. but i dunno... there doesn't seem to be anythn that terrible about it either (speakin pros and cons here) but i guess we'll see when I get there. i really like the providence campus too, and people who go to brown really like it. -- so i guess we'll have to see then.
well thas all for now i guess - any questions or comments or if you even read this, just drop a line. love you guys ------------------------------------------------------------------- mee
besides that, jrock is coming for thanksgiving, and i'm very excited to see him. i fucking miss him so much. and right now more than ever, not sure why, but maybe because we've talked about it like everynight. (oh ps if u didnt kno... i've "been with" him for a year and almost two months) --> and on top of that i've only seen him four times in my entire life, and one of those i didn't know him. so yea, it was and is kinda crazy. but i can't even help it, ive fallen rly hard, but its all good.
umm what else?!? what else do you want to know? oh college stuff::: right now I have it down to four, maybe three, colleges: The Ohio State University (Columbus, OH), Brown University (Providence, RI), Northeastern (Boston, MA) and (this is the maybe now...) University of Wisconsin, Madison. So yea... madison is a maybe because i just had my official visit there, and it was juss kind of iffy. didnt feel quite right. (in addition they didnt offer any aid or scholarship, so it's a wash between OSU and UW because osu offered that amount of $$) well anyway, i already took my official to ohio state and loved it. as of right now it is my numero uno... but i still have two officials left to the other two. still working out the details on those. i used to be in love with northeastern and i really love boston, but we'll see now, they aren't that great of a team, but that means i may get a lot of playing time there. but also, the coach isn't that great, so i've heard. (ohio state has really good coaches and i really like them). um brown has a really good coach, and of course the school is top notch, obvs. but i dunno... there doesn't seem to be anythn that terrible about it either (speakin pros and cons here) but i guess we'll see when I get there. i really like the providence campus too, and people who go to brown really like it. -- so i guess we'll have to see then.
well thas all for now i guess - any questions or comments or if you even read this, just drop a line. love you guys ------------------------------------------------------------------- mee