posting in the morning
I had a not-so-good dream last night. I thought it would've been better, seeing as I had seen mercedes all weekend long. so, obviously I'm feeling reeeeeeeeally tired at the moment.
I just yawned. Mercedes probably would've laughed at me on cam :D
I think I'll start playing video games again... I have a wide array of them just sitting around. Today, I might go look for a job. But Monday/Wednesday schedule is just too much for me...
English 8-9:20
Japanese 9:20-11:50 (ouch... doesn't seem like long... but when you're in there... XD)
US History 12:30-1:50
Now that doesn't seem like long... but look between japanese and history... there' like... a thirty minute gap of just -waiting-. I think I'll take a sketchbook or something to draw in today. and my trusty permanent marker. And also, when I get out of US history... the bus leaves at 1:52... and it takes me about fives minutes+ to get down to the bus stop. Since I miss it by just a few minutes, I'm waiting practically the full 30 minute gap between buses. and it just so happens that the bus I switch to doesnt come for another 20 minutes...include the time it takes to actually -drive- to our destination, you've come to a full hour+ of bus time. So I actually get home around 3:00 pm. that REALLY bugs me. maybe I'll get in some driving practice ~__~
Once again, I really need to study more. I failed a math test... and I missed the first one. there's no way I'm going to pass that class. besides, I keep falling asleep during class... +___+
the whole visiting Mercedes plan is coming along well on my side... already planning out the cost of the whole thing.. found a cheap motel to stay at (yes... motel... ~_~ I won't be exactly rich enough for anything else) gas money won't be too much of a problem.. my car runs well to the gallon...
I'm thinking of telling my mom about Mercedes... just a week before I leave. I'd really like her to know that this is what I'm doing, and this is the girl I love... and this is how I'm going to disprove all of the accusations and criticisms. I want her support. but I'm not sure I'm going to get it. I'll be 18 by then... so it's not like she can do anything about it. I'm hoping she'll give me a little more money... she's like that... I love my mom. I always tell her things like this... I just feel bad for keeping it a secret for so long. I think she knows I already love someone, but she hadn't figured out who yet. She probably thought I still liked brianna... until that night at the movies where I kinda avoided brianna and my mom was kinda like "huh..." in a realizing kind of way.
*sigh* classes start soon... I'll probably be daydreaming about this all day. ~_~
I need new music... which will prompt me to get a job (the whole mercedes thing prompts me more)
Brian just called... meaning he's on his way to pick me up... -_- I really hate this guy. he has a good heart. but he WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'm one of those people who will be really quiet in a car ride so the driver can concentrate... or just so I can enjoy the ride. But no, he ALWAYS has to talk... it's because he has no friends... E____E and I'm serious on that one, he said so himself. Constant talking bugs the fuck out of me... especially if you don't want to hear it. if I wanted to talk... I'd respond back to him... He told me once to tell him to shut up if he gets annoying. So I did, and he kept talking. XDDD oi...
Surprisingly, I love Mercedes :o who knew?
Day hasn't even started and I want to get home already...
I just yawned. Mercedes probably would've laughed at me on cam :D
I think I'll start playing video games again... I have a wide array of them just sitting around. Today, I might go look for a job. But Monday/Wednesday schedule is just too much for me...
English 8-9:20
Japanese 9:20-11:50 (ouch... doesn't seem like long... but when you're in there... XD)
US History 12:30-1:50
Now that doesn't seem like long... but look between japanese and history... there' like... a thirty minute gap of just -waiting-. I think I'll take a sketchbook or something to draw in today. and my trusty permanent marker. And also, when I get out of US history... the bus leaves at 1:52... and it takes me about fives minutes+ to get down to the bus stop. Since I miss it by just a few minutes, I'm waiting practically the full 30 minute gap between buses. and it just so happens that the bus I switch to doesnt come for another 20 minutes...include the time it takes to actually -drive- to our destination, you've come to a full hour+ of bus time. So I actually get home around 3:00 pm. that REALLY bugs me. maybe I'll get in some driving practice ~__~
Once again, I really need to study more. I failed a math test... and I missed the first one. there's no way I'm going to pass that class. besides, I keep falling asleep during class... +___+
the whole visiting Mercedes plan is coming along well on my side... already planning out the cost of the whole thing.. found a cheap motel to stay at (yes... motel... ~_~ I won't be exactly rich enough for anything else) gas money won't be too much of a problem.. my car runs well to the gallon...
I'm thinking of telling my mom about Mercedes... just a week before I leave. I'd really like her to know that this is what I'm doing, and this is the girl I love... and this is how I'm going to disprove all of the accusations and criticisms. I want her support. but I'm not sure I'm going to get it. I'll be 18 by then... so it's not like she can do anything about it. I'm hoping she'll give me a little more money... she's like that... I love my mom. I always tell her things like this... I just feel bad for keeping it a secret for so long. I think she knows I already love someone, but she hadn't figured out who yet. She probably thought I still liked brianna... until that night at the movies where I kinda avoided brianna and my mom was kinda like "huh..." in a realizing kind of way.
*sigh* classes start soon... I'll probably be daydreaming about this all day. ~_~
I need new music... which will prompt me to get a job (the whole mercedes thing prompts me more)
Brian just called... meaning he's on his way to pick me up... -_- I really hate this guy. he has a good heart. but he WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'm one of those people who will be really quiet in a car ride so the driver can concentrate... or just so I can enjoy the ride. But no, he ALWAYS has to talk... it's because he has no friends... E____E and I'm serious on that one, he said so himself. Constant talking bugs the fuck out of me... especially if you don't want to hear it. if I wanted to talk... I'd respond back to him... He told me once to tell him to shut up if he gets annoying. So I did, and he kept talking. XDDD oi...
Surprisingly, I love Mercedes :o who knew?
Day hasn't even started and I want to get home already...