Oct 23, 2005 00:27
maybe chris's adcive isn't the best for long-term, but it certaninly is good to fix/finsih things.
talked to a close friend for the first time in 2 months. I'm really sorry about that, if you read this is.
To the only person that I know will read this, sorry my phone died, used Welch's phone afterward. I think I settled my head and can't wait till you get back here, home...well not home for you, but atleast it is for me.
I need to talk to you I think, or know, or something.
But the night is for wasting away.
Am Ende ist alles, dass wir machen, alles, dass wir gemacht haben....bad german....In the End, everything we do is everything we've done. ("Omega" - Stone Sour)
I made the same mistake for the third time, but this time I'm happier and think I can deal with it.
or at least hope I can. Ich liebe dich, I loke you. yeah.... or something more.
prepartions for death, I wish only for death, I wish to feel the need to die for another again.